~BARRY
BALLARD~
AUTUMN
Writing it down years later has to
be
enough, even though something is
wanting,
something reaching from the memory
of need
and affection. I see my father
tromping
through the thick foliage or standing
amongst
the trees, with the forest floor
woven year
after year below our feet.
I see us come
together with what I held inside
(near
enough to understand that I still
hold it
in some odd way, rewound and protected).
And I think he sees the same child,
or at least
for a moment before he realizes
this is "now" and that what we expected
has changed—for as far as we can
reach.
© by Barry Ballard
